Growing up I was taught to never give up, I wasn’t allowed to quit; It showed weakness. I was supposed to be a fighter. The first thing I quit was dance and I was to stupid to realize how much I loved it till I quit it, oh how I loathe that word. And now I’m faced with the same decision and I’m terrified of making the same mistake or better yet something worse. Do I give up something else I love or do I fight for it.
The most obvious answer is fight for it no? But things are always more complicated than that now a days. I’m not a quitter and yet I’m ready to throw the hypothetical towel in and accept defeat. I’m not sure what thought sickens me more, fight and possibly break in the process or quit the one thing I’m afraid to loose most in this world.
These decisions never go the right way regardless of what choice you make. So here it is starring me right in the face. Do I fight for the one thing that can break me, the same thing that’s already left my heart battle scared and worn down? The same thing that means the world and more to me? Even when I’ve been taught contrary to the above statements you can’t break someone that doesn’t give a shit(excuse the language). YES! Because if it means so much to you and can break you it’s worth it, right? But what if they don’t want to be fought for? What if, they are happy the way they are, love the way things are going? No, because that’s what’s breaking you the most. The fact that you obviously don’t mean as much to them as they do to you. The fact that they would, could, and probably have already easily thrown you away… and you definitely aren’t the kind of person to degrade themselves for something like that. Right?
So many of you have submitted your emails for a weekly newsletter but due to some technical difficulties, I have lost many of those emails and so forth. So feel free to resubmit your email addresses and I'll create a mass file that includes the previous 3 newsletters. Trust me when I say nothing to fascinating has happened around Kill-Her industries lol but you'll be updated none the less
Hope you guys are doing fine
Tiffany =D
I've received an influx of emails requesting the site in which you can read the short stories posted... the site is currently a blogspot page which you can reach by visiting http://www.blogger.com/profile/13623522177611035863 or http://www.blogger.com/profile/10759816241066578381.
I would like to thank all of you that took the time to leave us comments and emails, it means a lot to us all here at KHI =]
Please bare with us as the site gets updates and make-overs. As for the short stories besides the sites listed above you will be able to view a select few of the stories on this site once the After Thoughts tab is added. On that page you'll receive email updates when a new chapter is posted. And just in case you were wondering the page should be up by the end of September though I highly doubt it will take us all that long to get it up but unfortunately our system still has some kinks to work out. We will send out emails to those of you that leave us comments on this blog with your email address attached in the section on comments (no worries no one else can see the email address).
To those of you that are new to this site to leave a comment all you have to do is click the comment(s) link on the top right section of which ever blog post you want to leave the comment in and voila a comment box will appear at the end of that blog =D
Thank you all
<3 Tiffany <3
Michael has a blog up with a couple of short stories posted for all your reading pleasure and and new blog tab will be added by November called after thoughts, were you can read a short story by Tiff & Mike which you can read chapter by chapter and receive emails when the blog is updated =] Feel free to leave your thoughts, comments, and of course concerns below we at KHI loove to hear from you
<3 The KHI Leadership team =]
I am extremely repentant and sorry about my extremely extended absence. I have been overwhelmed and unable to post anything lol. My computer crashed, my laptop's WiFi fired and now here I am once again posting. Hectic as my life has been I've continued writing lol so I have many many many updates and stories, in store for you all. ^__^
My current semester in college is finally coming to a close so I will have more free time to post and update =] Thank you once again for your patience and understanding. I have also taken the time to post a movie and book of the week. Below is a little extra gift... a must read series by P.C. & Kristen Cast. =D Enjoy!
Double edged swords, controversy, Double standards, criticism, passion, love, blah blah blah!!!! ENOUGH ALREADY
RANDOM RAMBLINGS
Second episode: Trust Issues
To Trust You or Not To trust You...
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Trust: –noun1.reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a person or thing; confidence.2.confident expectation of something; hope.3.confidence in the certainty of future payment for property or goods received; credit:to sell merchandise on trust.4.a person on whom or thing on which one relies:God is my trust.reliability.
13.to rely upon or place confidence in someone or something (usually fol. byinorto):to trust in another's honesty; trusting to luck.14.to have confidence; hope:Things work out if one only trusts.
16.to have trust or confidence in; rely or depend on.17.to believe.18.to expect confidently; hope (usually fol. by a clause or infinitive as object):trusting the job would soon be finished; trusting to find oil on the land.
23.trust to,to rely on; trust:Never trust to luck!
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Trust... So many different interpretations & definitions. So why is it that we can not fathom the idea that someone deserves our trust, our secrets. The idea that there is someone who would never betray us, loyal to a fault seems to plague my turmoiled mind. Perhaps the most logical and common reason for such a foolish notion is hope. But why hold on to something so flimsy that the wind from a sleeping child's breathe can blow it away. Do we perceive our friends as noble, loyal, loving and always truthful? Is it possible that we are wrong? Quite possibly.
I was once an idealist. Clinging too the hope that I could find such a trustworthy friend. The kind often found in novels. But as luck and fate would have it no such person exists. I have made many memorable friends many of which I would drop anything for, but selfish none the less. Always asking never giving, but really some fall out of the category of never giving (1 single friend stands out). Today I can only ramble about the facts and the personal experiences I have had.
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So why is it futile to believe in that never ending trust.... Simple really no one is willing to give their trust out blindly.
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Our very own Margie aka Junnieth came across this..... It's in effort to stop global warming and climate change let's get Florida in on this too. June and I as you all know are big Eco friendly activist and are implementing that all KHI members partake in this blackout... as well as our families and ask that our friends and fans do too The Date is still in Debate, we aren't exactly sure when to do it but I'll get back to you with that soon =]. Thanks
